What did i do wrong?

 Life is uncertain, and we know this. Despite being aware of this fact, still we take all the vibes and get uncomfortable with all the situations happening around us.

Life should have been better, what did I do wrong to go through this anxiety?

I expected validation from someone?
I thought someone will come and give you a hug with a smile?
Is someone just being with you on uncomfortable days?
Waiting for someone to say I am here, and all is well?
or asking someone to just give you a smile, a heartfelt smile?

Why there is a need for someone? Am I not competent enough to do all these by myself? Where there is an urge to get accepted by someone?

Life could have been better if this someone would have been ME only. Why ask someone, why not rely on ourselves to get motivated, to laugh, and just simply to move forward. Why carry this extra baggage, why take any favor from someone who is not even willing to smile with you, who does not care about your wellbeing, and just simply ignores all the things happening around you.

Let's take a deep breath, and accept there is NO someone. You are your life jacket, and be complete in yourself. Accept the people around you. If they can increase your life force, enjoy it and if they don't, let it go. Don't burden yourself and other people to give you moments of joy. 

Search within yourself what you are seeking, no matter what, you only complete yourself. No one else and no one will. Why take any favor from anyone when you are self-sufficient in doing things. Someone can be with you at one moment, or two moments but not every time. There will be a point when you have to accept and stand for your well-being, why not start doing it today?

Spread the smiles around you, if you get back, celebrate it, if don't get back,  still celebrate the smiles you are sharing with people.  

Count your blessings, keep your heart light, and spread smiles. People do actually crave for these smiles, start sharing now.

😊😋

Cheers,

MG